New Robe

I'm going to blog again. I'll keep it short and light, and i'm not going to try and update on Everything from the last blog until now. either you already know most of it or it'll come up.

I bought winter clothes online during the Target black friday sales. i can't imagine shopping on black friday, but from the comfort of my own home with free shipping - that i can. the first part of the order came in today, and I am thankful for it: teal fluffy house robe with a hood and pom poms and it is the most amazing mood lifting snuggly perk ever. I've had a difficult day following a challenging night, and i have not felt happy in the past day until a episode of Glee and this magically comfortable robe. and $7.00 leapoard slippers to match ;-). Teal as a favorite color snuck up on me, didn't expect it until i kept ordering items in teal above all else. It must be from my love of the ocean with summer sunlight bouncing off if it, creating that dreamy deep blue-green.

I have counseling tonight. It is hard to want to blog b/c I have to admit I have an anxiety disorder of sorts, and it affects my mood, my life, my relationships, and my work. and no one wants to hear about un-successes. but it's my life so i'll write about it. counseling is difficult but i need it to heal, and thankfully i have a loving fiancee who is supportive and willing to work hard alongside me.

I also have bible study tonight, which i'm looking forward to. this is my version of book club, my chance to meet with my friends, catch up, and pray together. it's the highlight of my week sometimes. so, dispite a panicky & difficult morning i am looking forward to a hopefully productive evening.

and then, back to the most amazing teal robe ever :-).